January 2011
New Year
In this new year, I want to be brave.
I want to have the guts to walk out to my future and take it by the hands.
I want to not be afraid, because in turn that fear stands side by side with time and slowly, I lose everything.
Too many times I have allowed it.
No longer, I say!
Home alone, by myself. But that’s okay. Happy New Years guys!
To 2011, the year of wishes come true.
That awkward moment when you have feelings for a...
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teenheartsbeatingfaster / sarahramora /
OMFGOFFGMOFGMFOG HE TEXTED ME HE TEXTED ME HE...
justtlisten:
I’m not going to lie I’ve done this before LOL
December 2010
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things that make me happy
fatblondeslut:
barefoot in sunny weather in the grass
full tank of gas
long weekends
freshly washed clothes
warm fresh-out-the-dryer sheets
just brushed teeth
days on the town with friends
summertime
christmas
hugs
little things that people go out of the way to do for you
hugs after waking up in the morning
going so high on the swings you feel like you’re flying
new clothes...
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Bilingual
Speaking two languages fluently; I never really thought of it much because being bilingual has always been such a big part of my life. For the most part, almost all of my friends and family are as well. It first came to my mind yesterday as I sat playing cards with a bunch of my parent’s friends, joking with them and speaking avidly in Chinese. Suddenly my friend Nancy (hi!) and Jennifer...
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Merry Christmas!
I hope all your dreams will come true (:
Off to see the snow!
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Phase.
Tumblr: I used to find all of it so liberating, but strangely, it now restricts me. I used to love tumblr because there was such a great audience to listen to me talk. I knew someone was reading it, even if to everyone else, it was just nonsense and boring crap about my rambles and thoughts.
Don’t get me wrong, I still love tumblr.
But there are so many people on here now, people I know...
Winter Break
I refuse to go through Thanksgiving Break v1.2. Therefore, this break is going to be full of meaning and productivity (even though I kind of wasted the past few days.) To Do: - College Applications to USC, Brown, Pomona, UPenn, Stanford, Northwestern - Common App Stuff - Crime and Punishment - Finish any other school work - Snowboarding
- RENO! <3
- Eat healthier - Run in the morning -...
Junk Food.
Tastes so good but feels so bad.
I guess you can’t have everything in life.
AUGH. So much for getting healthier over break.
Small Talk
“Still got a piece of you under my skin,
it’s always there no matter where I’ve been.
So if I ever see you on the street,
I’ll pretend that I didn’t see and turn my face,
No use in small talk anyway.”
Sometimes I like to think that our relationship, whether it lasted 1 week or 3 years, whether it was friendship or love, I like to think that it meant...
two big frustrations: my hair and college
To the first: Please straighten.
To the latter: Please let me in.
That is all.
Off to party!
Lists.
TO DO:
- Calc
- Annotations
- Pick up ads
- email addresses
- Send in scores
- CAML tomorrow
- BSI
- Apps
WENT WRONG TODAY:
- Car.
- Computer
- Finger
- Life
WANTS:
- New computer that doesn’t lag so hard I can’t go onto Microsoft Word/can’t play music/videos, aka MacBook Pro?
- iPhone
- Toms!
- new nice jeans
- New jewelry/nice go-to earrings, Tiffanys?...
The blame game
It’s human tendency to try and find a scapegoat for our problems.
Then you start hearing the talk and the rude comments, see people give and receive mean looks. Group mentality, shutting people out.
The funny thing is, at some point, the blamers were at fault too. But they write it out of the story - or rather gossip/twist their words so that it sounds like they’re not at fault at...
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My ankles and knees are broken
From running around shopping for 8 hours.
Standing, debating, planning, calculating, jumping, running, walking, buying.
My goodness.
I’m so tired and broke now.
Close and distant
All at once. A weird feeling.
Sigh. Crashing! Off to bed.
