I thought that leaving high school meant that we were going to leave that kind of attitude behind. 

I absolutely hated the exclusivity and “social propriety” of high school. In fact, I think I enjoyed high school the most when I told myself “fuck it” because I don’t owe anyone anything, just like you don’t owe me anything. 

I didn’t want to have to deal with people lying, manipulating, holding grudges, starting drama, gossiping, shit like that.

I love the people I’ve met who can just be chill and be friends and not worry about the details. It’s why I’ve come to get closer from some friends from home so much more because there’s no pressure. There shouldn’t have to be any pressure or awkwardness with friends, no “I owe you a good story, I owe you updates, I owe you a best friend title, I owe you hang outs” because we accept each other for who we are and understand that growing older means getting busier. I certainly don’t care about you any less just because my schedule is busy.

I’m not perfect, I’m not cool. I can be annoying and frustrating. So if you don’t want to have anything to do with me, then leave. 

It’s frustrating. Sometimes I wish everyone would just chill the fuck out.

Stop fucking starting drama over nothing. No one cares and you’re just making people feel uncomfortable.